precious moments

2009-04-01T20:28:00.002+08:00

my blog is rather dead but still..i feel like blogging suddenly..i know i should be studying chem now but i really don't want to cus i am not in the mood:(:(
played against CCS today..and lost to them but quite a bit:(oh well..that seriously suxs..
1stly i felt so uncomfortable..due to..ahem..ya..then after that a girl accidentally poked so hard into my eye that my contacts fell out..walao!it really hurts like shit man!i was like &@#@&$(&!!!my eye kept tearing:(cus it really hurts like crap.then jl was screaming at me cus we changed the defence n i did nt know cus i was so distracted by the stupid eye:(:(so i was like a crazy woman cus i was so dizzy with only one contacts in the eye..i was like OMG SAVE ME GOD!and believe it or not..theres more to it..i got knocked so hard on the nose!!OMG and i fell so many times..cus i was like ??!!!lost! my shots are even worse..like as if i passing to the other side..then i was like eh..wad happen..so STUPID!embarrassing to the MAX LUH!*faints*now my whole body is in pain:( i don't really like this mans:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
wah that felt so good venting all my feelings but theres more to it:/ oh well..the match is over..i wished i could scream, i wish i could cry out loud cus i've disappointed the team,jl,teachers.
its easy to perform,but its really tough to mantain.
cause when you perform they have expectations for the next match,and thats when you feel the disppointment.

people only have regrets when they never give their best.

2009-02-11T13:11:00.003+08:00

the only thing that is holding me back,
would be the last thing u ever want to find out.

the problem lies with me.

2009-01-25T17:14:00.003+08:00

o.0 my blog is rather dead:X oh well..it chinese new year n i don't even so called feel the qi fen..still in my mum's shop and i just finished helping her out...so freaking tired..people are so impatient they keep chaising me and all..hello i am a freaking human which can only do things ONE STEP AT A TIME..haha..so unorganised.haha..everyone just keep telling me their invoice no. and i was like=.=" dying??! my parents are getting all stressed up and all..cause we're facing alot of problems with everything..so scary...MONEY IS seriously hard earned..so tiring man..oh well going to have reunion dinner dinner tonight..O.o nice!on well..nothing much today just worded and worked:(wow..so happy man!haha..ITS A NIU YEAR!yay!

oh well..i just recovered my being sick:(and that sucks i stayed at home for two full days to STUDY!so guai right!haha..but then i'm feeling much better..i want to run..i feel fat and slack!rhymes..haha..i feel stinky now..and i want to bathe!but i am like on the other side of singapore..away from my homw sweet home!:(:(:(..oh well..as for school life everythings seriosly sucks!:(i don't really like it:(i am gg to miss class every mon agn for match..and i hope i will be able to balance everything out well..
jia you b'div!do your best and make all of the people out their surpporting us proud!
nothing is impossible..lessoned learned..and we're going to change to make things what it should be..球是圆的!
we don't let other people control our faith..we can do it ourselves..cause we're SC!
SHOW THAT We deserve it!

2008-12-27T08:42:00.002+08:00

School's going to start like in days time and that seriously suckS!:(:(
this Christmas is so..."FUN" went to help mum to work and i was damn tired..people keep complaining and all..if they think so easy to do then ask them do it themselves luH!=.="
anyways..as they said the customers are always right!:(oh well..so thats how my x'mas eve and x'mas just passed:/ well..yesterday had a game with AES..lost :( oh well..i don't really know wads happening actually..cause i was so tired..then keep stoning! i just stare into air..cus my brain is like dead?! then had punishment..jl made us ran suicides ..that was kinda killer..cause i was very tired..and i dragged myself out of bed..i was seriously half dead..or probably dead alr..so imagine aft that:(:(:(:(:(:(oh well..and i was killed cause i tried to shoot so many n not even 1 got in..i only could do under basket and layup..well..i guess its not counted as an effort:/ i really tried to shoot but the freaking ball never go in..like even though go in half way also come out!!!wth! i feel so helpless to the team and myself too..i really feel that i am trying very hard to make the best out of me..but i seriously ..aye...maybe i am trying hard but not hard enough to meet the expectation:(i am so tired of trying already..feel like just going crazy..just feel like asking some one anyone to help me..but i don't know who the someone is or who the some one will be when i don't have anyone with me..

then went to eat with khoon and shan..at the indian place..the mee goreng was so spicy..i eat until i...oh well then me and shan ordered another prata to eat..cus we could not eat the mee goreng finish..haha..khoon was the goreng eater..haha..then went home with khoon..we went swimming!whoo..haha..thanks khoon for companying me to the super market aft that:)
today gg to khoons house to make some stuff for the bbq tonight!hope it would be fun..

if avoiding is what you think is right for you.then i have nothing to say but to respect your decision.i can understand that maybe by not talking to us you won't feel the pain as bad as if u were..just wish you the best of luck..your presence does not matter cause your already in my heart(:its that that makes me strong enough to face the truth..take care!

2008-12-16T23:02:00.002+08:00

alot of things happened this few days...well...
i am too tired to think so much..or anything to do with using my brain.
my whole holiday was so torturous for me..i feel so stretched and so exhausted from everything.
and time seems to past so fast that i haven't completed anything..
i feel so screwed and all...especially for my stupid homework..that keeps me worrying:(
haiz sch is gg to start like in weeks time..and soon days..and i don't even have the mood to freaking study!!
i wish i could go to some place..that keeps my mind off things to something like recharge my "energy" then i will come back and do what i have to..
i know i am loosing the drive..the will to fight for what i want..
but i can't seem to give anymore..cause i gave the best i could..
somehow giving in is difficult but i am trying hard..no pressure??maybe thats the best.
i not afraid of any other thing other that letting my people that believe in me down.
thanks to the people that helped me throughout this tough time i had..
i really appreciate for all you have done for me..
big thank you to all!
time is all i need.

2008-12-10T20:39:00.000+08:00

khoon with eyeliner!!!rare!haha..look so cool right???(i mean me hor!)hehehe
oops..this is kinda blur but still we look fine:Xahahahah:)yay!
me and yao..yao looks like he face got smthing wrong luh!god!hahahaahhahah..loser!
this is the no. 1234!YAY!haha..

this looks funny..haha..team!yay!

2008-12-02T16:43:00.000+08:00

haven't blogged for years man..been rather busy with alot of things these few days.
camp in just 2days time.hope it will be successful:)
sometimes things just don't go the way you plan things to be..
and people that are supposedly supporting you..just only pretends to want to help..
i can feel who are helping me because they have to and because they want to..
cause people just sometimes tend to show it all..
you're behaving like this so i will just have to play to act like all goodie to you as well.
well..i don't know neither do i care anymore about it..cause i just want to keep focus.
thats wad matters most.
stay happy yalL!cause holidays just come and go..(:(:

i've been given this faith,this life..and all i can do is cherish it.
1 life no regrets..all this just made me learn to be stronger.

2008-11-23T22:48:00.001+08:00

WOOOHHOOOOO!
today went out with mum in the late-morning to eat lunch and it was freaking gross..
i ate the steak..which is like super duper horrible!god!
i almost choke to death..it was like stone steak..and ewww..just don't even feel like imagining it..

then went to meet shan at crown!we actually planned to study but then in the end....(XXXXXX)

haha..yup..so we 1st went plaza sing..wanted to catch a movie but then there was no like nice movie..so we thought of watching scary movie but then we're both human beings that are freaking scared and the big problem is that its NC16!hahaha..and with shan..i so can't get the ticket..hahah..(joking)haha..so we went arcade to shoot balls..then we played 2 games at 1st..then we change game and played this weird game..which have to do with throwing balls as well..but to like break hearts and hit ppl and kill mice!hahah..but aft that it said GAME OVER THEN WE WERE LIKE WAAAAAAD!=.="!!tskk..so annoying man!!waste 4 coins leh??!
so we got nothing to do so we walked around and my dear shan don't want to go bowling with me:(so we decided to go bugis street!and that was when all the fun started..but lets talk about how we got there..1st we took the train happily and then we realized it was going wrong direction!then i was OMGOMG!!!hahah..we laughed like mad woman..but then shan said.."i'm going to be calm & composed" then she started laughing like siao..then i was like yeah..calm and so composed..=.="hhaahahah..okay then when we got there we started eating...and eating..wa..fatt fatt luH!haha..then we went bugis street..so freaking HOT AND our backs were aching cus we got books in our bags..(as our plan was to study)hahah..then 1st i bought i watch and then shan bought earings when we never see other stalls ..they got a larger variety..shan face was like (=.="""""""!)hahahah..then we continued to walk and saw alot of very funny shits and bought the same shirt which says "arms are for hugging"haha..but we got different color:):)then we went back to bugis cus it was damn HOT!then this is where shan saw her LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT!SHE CAN'T KEEP HER EYES OF IT!(shan dun smile at the com) and it was the CONVERSE BAG =.=""" ahahaah....then her eyes was glued to it man!talking to me but looking at the bag when its like kinda far away leh..at last SHE BOUGHT IT!so typical shan...then i was whining away..cause i wanted to get back my bag :XXXXhahaha..so we walked back to bugis street and got my cool zinc bag..haha..AND THEN THATS THE END OF MY ADVENTURE WITH SHAN AND ANNA:):)

haha..thanks shan for today:)spent alot alot of money but super happy:)haha:)next stop queensway and bugis street for NAILS:X OMG BIMBO!!!!!hahahahah...love ya:)

2mr got match with nanyang and training in the morning!!SC jiayou and do your best alright?:)
i'll give my 120% jiayou all!:)mental prep!!!

2008-11-22T12:57:00.000+08:00

i am crazy..simply crazy...
i really cannot stop the tears from coming out..
just help me stop this whole thing.
i really cannot do it myself..
i really can't.why is this happening?

2008-11-18T11:12:00.000+08:00

YAY!this is my 1ooth post!hahahahaha:)cool!
this few days is freaking B-O-R-I-N-G!!!!
i'm still down with flu and all..and my back is killing me man!i went to the chinese doc.
and she scolded me for confusing her then my face was like...???!!!!=.="""HUR!
okay never mind...then the person said i sprained my ankle but keep on tuo-ing..then i was like okay..then she suddenly twist it back then i was like...AHHHHHH! PAIN ARH! and she did it twice..the crack was like damn loud luh! then she say..okay hao le..i was like..OMG!!!
then alot more crap..for my back and i paid like $70 dollars and its like not even working a single bit...wth!i can hardly balance luh..so i took out the bandage today..cus i dun like it..so grosssss!
but its worse..cus i feel super unstable even though the bone is in the correct position..heh.
oh well thats all for my chi doc experience yest!i dunno when can i go back to train luh!must wait long long lor:"(:"(

was freaking pissed thanks to someone!but now not so bad i guess..
after cooling down..i really thought over it and i learn never to trust anybody so much anymore.
i still remember significantly that day u asked me..Y u don't trust me..i guess..u have the ans to that qn urself..now my turn to ask u..how am i suppose to trust u??
i guess u never thought how it would affect me if this went out just like that.
we're all human and tend to give things away..i really want to say right in front of u..
CAN U JUST STAY OUT OF THIS!
u are so selfish, u never have to feel what i felt that day..the discrimination of me
and whats worse i got my friend down with me..
so why don't you just learn to keep your promises?

the anger in me..is seriously out of my control..
i choose to run away..i don't even know y...
i don't want to go through the whole thing agn..i know neither do u want me to force myself..
but i don't know what i want ..seriously i feel helpless..
and if they only way to keep u beside me is stay beside u then i will..
time is running out and i guess..i will always be there to support you.
guess that is what friends are for.

2008-11-16T10:47:00.000+08:00

we're trying to take a cool pic..but i dun think its very successful..haha..kt's cam cannot do this..mine can!:):)haha.anw..we're at T3 mrt station!
THE COFFEE BEAN! AT T3!
kt and her lameness of the fav airport trolley=.="
this is the freakly high escalator!at T3!
me and khoon at t3 coffee bean!:)
sending lisa off:(:(miss you friend:(
farewell for lisaaa:)
nazi and me:):)

so crappy:(i'm sick:(i hardly fall sick luh..cus i TAKE GOOD CARE OF MYSELF..but its not gg wel..on well..just went to the doctor yesterday then he said oh its a cough and flu virus..then i was like...WOW=.="(in my heart) and then he prescribe me 4 types of medicine.1 for flu,1 for cough,1 for phlegm and the last 1 is for sore throat.i hate the phlegm 1 so gross..i am suppose to dissolve it in water and drink it..and u don't want to know wht it taste like..ewwwww!
oh well played friendly against kranji sec on fri won them but i dunno by how much..i think we could have played better..i can't focus esp during the beginning!so pissifying!..oh well its over..i feel like a pig thanks to the medicine! it makes me drowsy then i will..fall asleep??!heh..oh well..gg for trng 2mr but i can't trng cus now i under medication and my back is seriously killing me:( gg to chi doc 2mr!i gg to be good and listen to the doctor!yup!i am so gg to do that!
oh well..dsa ppl cming 2mr!teo ask me to make sure i'm thr to intro my self and take care of them?smthing like that??i was like ???okay..as if they are kids man!hah..oh well..jia you b'div

2008-10-29T21:02:00.000+08:00

i'm scared thats the truth.i make mistakes and thats the truth.
because everyone does too...
i reflected on how everyone's behavior today..
some hold tears , some just kept quiet,some just encourage another.
people with different characters. but together we are a TEAM.
no matter how different we are.its the final shot of my life for sc basketball and so it is as well for sec4 b'div 09's.
when you told me your mistakes you made in court.you blamed only yourself.
you ponder on them and what is going though your mind??
i can't read your mind,but all i can do is to tell you mind over matter.
to change it, that is all up to you.nobody can do it only you can.
be straight to yourself and say your mistakes.think how to improve it.
everyone is trying..but then are we trying hard enough?
nobody can give you chances..only you yourself can.
cause when you have the ball..you are the MASTERMIND.you control.
everything starts from the mind.get it sorted out and make sure it is strong enough to get through all the way till b'div is over.
all you can have from the team is the support and the love:)
but when u can't even defeat your weakest point in you.then then you won't see the beginning.
12 players one heartbeat. i can't do it without any single one of you.
its not all about winning neither is it all about being the star player.
its all about teamwork. i believe in every single one of you.
and thats why when ppl say
" give up"i go huh?i don't understand..so make sure you don't too!
i need your 120% to press on, to accept failures.and to improve.
so take on the challenge like all are fighting for a chance to be on the team.

2008-10-29T20:54:00.000+08:00

IT BETWEEN WHATS RIGHT? and WHAT IS WANT.
everytime i check my phone holding that little hope to see something.
then i ask myself what do you think your are doing?
i did what i wanted in the past..and i was happy..
but when i face the truth..i know its wrong..and yet i'm doing it
letting go so that i will not fall into this habit..and that is to have you.
i can't just do what i want..but i have to do what is right.
its painful..its tough.but its the truth & a fact.

2008-10-25T16:02:00.000+08:00

Training today:)did quite alot of things:)first did warm ups as usual:)then we practice the underbaskets and loop shot:)sweet..but i think we were damn unglam doing it:Xhaha..then did the different type of drills and all..passing while running quite fun but then tiring:)but i guess it will be useful:)then we practiced dribbling switching hand ,back hand..below leg dribble..and a few more i guess:)then we did one on one..that was okay luh..haha..then free throws!!haha..dunno why suddenly so tired..but every1 was persevering well!esp sec3s:)proud of youuuu:)hahah:)then time for the tactics part..we learn 2 types from 2 different area..it was rather confusing at first..but was better after that:)haha!then fun time:)5 on 5:)yay!haha..at 1st was not so good but after that every1 did better:)especially proud of tan ting ting:) jia you okay??your confidence is building up much better alr:)jia you:)everyone was also good:)but always got room for improvement:)so jia you b'div:)love you team:)加油！believe we can do it:)

2008-10-25T15:48:00.000+08:00

even though what i say now is useless..meaningless..
1 word i have for you is sorry.
i know its my fault. deepest apologies
but i am so happy you accept my decisions and respect my wishes..
i know it hurts badly when i said that.
no regrets for all the past.
last word for you.thanks.

2008-10-10T22:52:00.000+08:00

OPEN HOUSE TOMORROW!!!!!
i am damn freaking tired..so exhausted from all the meetings and preparations for OPEN HOUSE!!but luckily all the basketballers were there to help out..so hope it will turn out well 2mr!successful or not?lets hope it is luh...or else i will be like:(:(:(so much effort yet...ya..jiayou!

so 2mr have to wake up early and all get stuff ready..then have to make sure things go smoooooothy:)haha:)today 1st period was like sleeping for me..actually every1 was watching the movie..which i was like..ZZZZZZZ seriously throughout the whole thing..cus had to plan plan and meet meet and settle settle stuff for open house then no time to really rest well..but yup..i hope our efforts are worth it(:haha(:
i simply had horrible days these few days..it was seriously horrible..so freaking unlucky..but oh well..i don't want to say..cus it make me:( so..yup..!forget anna forget~
PAPERS BACK ON MON!!!!:(:(:(I AM SO SO SO DEAD!

2008-09-30T15:59:00.000+08:00

ahhhh..so sleepy!i haven't started biology yet and i dun plan to any sooner..ewww.bio:(:(:(kt went paragon with nat.c and i am stuck at my freaking nice home!~urgh!most papers are over alr!so i feel like exams are over when they are like-not??haha..alot of things had been happening these few days..i guess i am not the 1 that is tat affected by it badly..cus i got used to peoples' nonsense..and now i dun care already..so i have no feelings no comments..well..haha..but i will still be as happy as usual like as if u never did anything to us..or even though i dun feel happy about anything..i will just do nothing and just shut up.i guess..shutting up is just the best solution in doing things at times when u cannot solve the problem.

somehow, surprisingly..the one that is really angry is not me anymore this time round..is the person u least expects!人不可貌相!haha..i am so proud of myself! i will concentrate on others better than wasting my time explaining over agn and agn..
well...i think i am going to sleep now..still as tired as usual..byebye..

To the special you!:
when someone never show anything..does not mean she does not mean anything..
give and take..is something that very little people know...just like the word
"best friends" is something not all have, though they think they do..but in actual fact they don't.
i don't have the rights to say if you do or not..cause if this is how u want things to be then go ahead..sorry if we're unable to adapt to your INTERESTING LIFE,but thanks for the experience that you gave us.ITS CALLED ONCE BITTEN TWICE SHY.
i learn from my mistake and that was to trust, i don't feel anything cause i don't trust.i just go with the flow..and i feel easier that way:)YAY!

2008-09-04T20:51:00.000+08:00

thanks for everything kt(:(:LOVE YOU MORE ONLY IF U STOP KA CHAO-ing me!
went to study with kt yest at waffle town and all..the she came to my house for pizza!:)
today suxed IN THE MORNING cause when i was going to sch to meet kt and it was pouring like crazy...then after that once i reached the bus stop the freaking rain totally got better!i was like %$*#%^$!!!so annoying luh!but then after i reached school we studied for a while then went out to eat and all with Jen:)(kt must be laughing when she see this)..hehe..then after that we went Wheel Lock to for borders..suppose to buy book..but then nv find smthing i like..so went to study at Coffee Bean!yup then walked to the bus stop and all..blablabla..was kinda fun(:(:thanks the both of u(:hehe(:(:

2008-09-02T17:32:00.000+08:00

you look around to find someone to put to blame on
yet your missing someone really really important
..and that will be the special you..
why are you doing this to all of us?? it does not matter to me anymore..but it still matters to other..
cause to me..your from a somebody that i treasured and loved, to a nobody..
u can treat me anyway you like..it won't change a thing..
cause u numbed my feelings to you.and i thank you for that.
my smile will be kept on no matter what(:(:(:hehe(:

2008-08-30T20:23:00.000+08:00

ACES DAY!!!!!me and the special no.8!hahaha:)bolly!thanks for the help:)
me and jephine!yay:)
Honours day!2008!
ooooooo!its me and blubber!hahahahah:)blubblub!
SMILY:)and me:)haha:)
cheryl and my neat neat hair(:yay!
debra,nicole and meee(:
sat beside charmain:)so we took alot alot of pics..but delete like half..cus she didn't like them=.="

b'div 2008(:
somehow i feel this picture is rather UNglam:Xhahaha

blink and few months had passed..don't have time to do alot of things...well..i feel so tired and can't start the crazy studying:/my fuel ended faster than expected..well..i did horribly for ca2:(:(i know i should'nt dwell on it anymore cause its a waste of my time..i need to FOCUS and do it right..anw..aces day on fri together with teachers' day!and We got 3RD!yay!at least efforts were worth it:):)yup..oh and also had honours day on Thursday!& took alot of pics!:)well..:( i don't understand what do some people want me to do sometimes??i just want to ask..what u want me to do!one minute you can be heyy anna and the other u can be behind my back saying things and all that crap!who the hell are you!>:( you think i don't know..but i know every single thing ur saying..but i don't care..cause ur simply wasting my time to think and care for you..i guess what she said was true she really just so fake..yet i chose not to believe her .and said nice stuff about you.wth!!i then understood the meaning of true friends.
well..i forgotten about this thing alr but u reminded me upteen times and i THANK you for that!
whew..well..that was rather...ya..heck luh..anw..i'm sorry if this few days i am so busy and kinda don't have time to pei you:(but i will really have to focus for my studies:/ sorry;( i know you would understand and i thank you for that:)wan:)

2008-08-25T19:02:00.001+08:00

EOY!!!
i am so unprepared luh:(shitty:(crap:(...

been okay recently...never really think much of things..and i feel damn slack:/i think i am luh:( die anna:(plzplz FOCUS:(!thanks nat:)for all th letters and encouragement:) i appreciate everything you do:)love ya:)jia you for EOY!haha:)i will reply your letter SOON:X hehe:)thanks:)and to all ppl out there mugging plz dun be stressed:)jia you:)haha..so today sat beside ming and jill during lecture after sch..so freaking fun:X ming is like..=.=" doing crazy things..and i just go ...hahah..tsk..rather lame:)but it was great finally got to catch up with you all:)jia you for eoys!!i freaking ended at 5 pm!!so tired:( well i still got alot alot of wk to do!!jia you!

2008-08-21T21:25:00.000+08:00

today is kinda bad...i am in pain:( sadly..and studying is killing me..sigh..got so many things to do till i don't know which to give the priority to?jnrs lost by 8 pts today i think...well they tried their best so ya..freaking tired..and everyone is so stressed..i can't help cause i am struggling on my own..anw..jia you for eoy everyone!
i don't know what to do already.
when i call nobody answers..when i am dying everybody says they can't help me.
then what am i suppose to do?its a dead end in all directions...

2008-08-17T15:23:00.000+08:00

time seem to pass so fast i can't get hold of anything.all i know is i need to do this need to do that:/i seem to have lost the drive to continue this whole thing..theres too many feelings in this world revolving around me that i simply can't control..我真得很累了...in school nothing seems to work out..one minute this another minute that..there are friendS but only one me..one brain to work out a maximum number of things..u say u understand?understand how i feel ?understand the stress i am going through?then think again..u don't understand at all.because your behaving like that..but all i can say is i am trying my best to bring things back to normal..i am really trying..if u don't realize..i don't know why you're like that but i tried my best..and this is it..i don't care and don't want to anymore..
i don't know how to face her anymore..all i say all i do is always wrong is always imperfect..this is me and this is what i have..maybe its too much of neglection that made me want to dislike you..i told myself to try to understand and look in a different manner but i can't anymore..all around me is the negative side of u but i tried my best and convince them to trust u to know what u are doing.
this surely isn't working out much for me..when things are good its nice..but when things turn bad everything seem to suck:(i know u didn't mean it..but then i felt really uneasy when things are being like this..trust?is it really just all about trusting you?you just seem to be thinking wildly and all..i have to catch up and follow you..这样我很累..i gave you the choice for a reason..i don't know what ur going to do next anymore..i feel so insecure in the things you say the things you do..make me feel that i can lose everything in 1 second..i know its hard..but if this is the beginning then what will be the end?
millions of i don't know, i don't care cause i don't have the energy to continue all this..if this is the way you think and if this is the way u want things to be then just let it be..
why are you saying all these things?to let me know something?if thats the case..i don't get a single clue what u want to tell me..

2008-08-13T17:13:00.000+08:00

whoo..i am going to faint alr..so freaking tired:( i hardly sleep last night..was mugging:(so freaking sian..everything was like damn shitty luh!i was like F**king pissed yest and my partner told me to just heck care about it..i feel so much better already..just thinking of it makes me feel so &*^%$^&*!!THE WORST IS I DON'T EVEN KNOW WADS WRONG??!!ahhh..forget it...waste my time luh..i got so many more things to do..EOY coming up and i am so not working hard enough!:(okay..i am going to start this BY>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>sleeping=.="...cause i need to recharge my battery:X
people know but they just shut up..
and why?cause when its happens so many times..they give up caring wth is happening..

2008-08-09T14:04:00.000+08:00

celebrated national day yest in sch:)but then it was damn short then they tried waste time..keep on standing up and sitting down..so funny:!haha:)then after that went home to sleep cause i slept super late the day before..was celebrating grandpa's birthday:)i feel so happy that i have such a healthy and wonderful grandpa:)i love u grandpa:)and then they made me pick no.s for them to buy TOTO cause i was one of the granddaughters yep..我是最大:)then after that went out around 4+ to meet up with shanny,kt,hy,yj and xf(: went to mos to study but then i nv really concentrate :/ heh..hy they all were just slacking then kt,yj,shan and me just do work lor..and xf studied halfway only=.=" how hard working hor...then we just talk and do work..but then i had to go back early so ya...i really wanted to watch a movie with the others but i could not:(:(so sad..but then i went home and ate my dinner:)was so hungry..dunno why also..haha then they ask me go get changed and went to watch movie,(money not enough 2) at Balestier. i cried like super lot..it was so realistic and then it made me rmb of an incident..but it ended rather late arnd 11.45pm and then went home and bathe...haha i slept at 2.30a.m i think..well..

i kept me thinking..and thinking..think till i feel asleep..heh..

u said i don't understand..how am i suppose to understand if u don't tell me and all:(u make me so worried u know annot?:(:(plz let me understand so i can help you in anyway i can..plz?

2008-08-06T22:30:00.001+08:00

change for the good or change for the bad..i don't know neither do i want to care..
to tiring for me to keep thinking..as said..
i am going to jump down blindfolded..& i know u will be there!
jia you anna:)EOY!!!!!!

2008-08-04T22:26:00.000+08:00

today is a tiring and bad day for me:/ had all the different type of lessons and end of year is coming alr:( i don't think i am coping well at all:( and it ended horribly with a horrific chem paper:(sux like shit luh:(sigh..i am worrying for myself..that lame right???heh..oh well..then ate with kt and went home to rest...very tired..even though i did nthing but study and do work? oh well now i got to do bball stuff...事情好象做不完一样。。oh well jia you everyone..cause is just the beginning..
you're making me think and think when i don't want to and know that i cannot afford the time to do all these..i just want to make a choice that i know i won't regret..its tough..but i will try..
i can hardly give u my 20% that this will work out well..so i guess..i will break it out to you again very soon..give me some time...

2008-08-02T18:29:00.000+08:00

PAST VS PRESENT 2008!!
yay!today was rather fun:)well alot seniors turned up..though i don't recognize all of them but then..ya..haha:) but i am seriously exhausted..don't know why..probably had a really long day..so slept of 2hrs or maybe lesser cause the phone kept ringing:/ stupid phone..so i don't know if it was well planned but i guess it was the best i could do..but also thanks to my teammates that support me and help me..love ya:)well..we have more events coming up at the end of the year!so kudos to everyone's hard work:)haha:)Yawns..still tired...heh..oh well enjoys the pics:)
i am squished :X haha:)love the moments of craziness

me and cheryl:)smiling:)
testing for the drinks:)the fruit punch is..=.=" horrible:/

the seniors eating:)and us behind:)haha:)
i don't know whats on with the towel thing!but i am special:Xhaha:)
us and the seniors:)haha:)
jl and us:)

me and yaoyao:)
the towel thing=.="
the juniors!
the sec3s after the match:)
the banner that we made:)nice right?nod heads*

THE END!

2008-07-30T16:33:00.000+08:00

angry?just say..don't need to go one big round and all..i got nothing to say cause i felt that it was just a passing remark and never expect to dwell on it at all..i never even show anything..if i am moody i just shut up..and if thats wrong then what am i suppose to do?i don't understand..cause i felt that i am trying my best to follow up,trying to support you whenever you need..i don't know what i suppose to do..if you don't like smthing just voice it out..i rather u do that than going round..i don't know luh..cause i just felt so hurt..cause its a small thing..when u tell me what u don't like i tell others not to mention..if you need help i try my best..???!!!if tolerating is what you felt all these time then why don't say...treating me the way u don't want to?then what is the good times counted as?
i am not angry at all if u feel that i'm in the wrong then i am sorry..probably my words are too harsh towards you..
i am not angry..just really upset..didn't take it to heart..trusted..

2008-07-26T18:18:00.001+08:00

so celebrated my cousins birthday:)yesterday...i was kinda lifeless..cause there were like many many ids all around me..so we got her a cool present:)and luckily I've got my cute little cousin Megan to keep me company..haha..she is really adorable man! every time i sing her song then she will clap hand with me:)yay:)love love!
some pictures of her:)haha:)
my darling puffy cheek cousin:)her name is Megan:)the bacon:)haha:)love love love her:)
haha:)was playing superman with my baby cousin:)i love her she is super cute:)haha:)having fun!yay:)

okay..enough of the cute thingy..haha..anw..today had training and i feel so tired cause i lack sleep..and all my shots were like just flying in the air..lucky then maybe it will go in like tat:(haven't really played well these few days..whats wrong ANNA!:(SIGH..talking about this..i still have lots of things to do..and look what am i doing here...blogging!wasting time again!anna ah anna:/ oh well..bought a new bad today!yayayayayay!hahaha:) its really...okay luh:)but then its very nice the material:)so ya:)nice!:)haha:)thanks kt for companying me:)then after that i bought so freaking many things so i had to carry them home after that..oh!oh!there was this crazy man sitting behind me on the bus!i was so freaked out luh! wth!i was like thinking what if he take a knife out and kill me or anything related to that..eeee..so freaky!he was just shouting crap!seriously crap..i thought he was talking to sm1 at 1st but then i realized tat there was nobody around him except for ME!AHHHHHHH!freaky!

2008-07-21T23:01:00.000+08:00

haven't blogged in exactly 10 days..haha..been very very stressed past few days thanks to the crazy block testsss heh..totally killed me luh...so went out to relax a bit with friends..sat was out with killiney ppl and then today out with the others:)the studying at WM didn't really work for me..probably thanks to the HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG that was freaking loud:( so irritating..heh..then went to watch the dark knight :)it was seriously a LONG movie.. but nice..i was thinking should i sleep during the movie cus i was too too tired..but then i did not cus i paid $9.50 for it and its so worth it:)nice:)okay then had subway and shan parents gave me a lift home!yay:)haha:)tompang:)!!
so today juniors played with ZhongHua and wond but i think 10+ points:) yay:)proud of your!:)haha:) then after that went out with yao and kt:)haha:) i was rather moody..dunno why..probably cause i am sleepy..oh well..got loads to complete:( i don't want to get my papers back:(sigh:(PHYSICAL TEST TMR!!:(:(:(:(:(
things just don't seem how it should be like..
guess thats why theres a word called...adapt:/ change for things cause it won't change to fit us:/

2008-07-11T16:25:00.001+08:00

don't know how to start this:/ but today was just bad..seriously bad:( sigh..didn't even go school:(
oh well don't want to talk about it:/ i seriously need a break from every single thing in my life..i have no time for myself at all:/ and i feel so fake to everything..cause i have to do things i don't want to..say things i don't feel like saying and sometimes treat people the way i don't want to...i am so so tired:/ everyone around me..just keeps telling me to study telling me to do this and do that:( i have a freaking brain and it CAN function on its own without so many instructions!:/okay..thats enough of venting everything out..now i don't have a maid and my mum is seriously getting on my nerves..i already 忍到不可忍!oh well..i need to go Chinese Doc but then have no time:( so much work to do:/and yet don't feel like doing anything:(it never changes...why nobody believes to forgive and forget:/ whats happening just makes things worse..
the give up idea seems to be on my mind

2008-07-05T22:07:00.001+08:00

tired:/ today learn a new sport called HANDBALL!haha(: its quite fun:) but then i hated the sun thats all:)so today went to play hand ball with the others:) haha:) and now my back is like..crap:(:(
its really crazy..sit pain..stand pain..even LIE on the bed also pain!i really dunno what position to be in already...cannot think of any..sigh...so i think i am going to stop training!but i can't resist to stop!ahh:(how!how!how!!!i scared later my stamina drop lose touch and everything..probably i no confidence:?oh well a lot of test coming up but then i have to see zhong yi asap!cause now my back needs to go UNDER CONSTRUCTION:?!jia you anna!
i am rather moody these few days..and i'm sorry for that..

2008-06-29T17:59:00.000+08:00

training yest gave me a clear view of everything..in the msg..there was something that i added to tell me the truth..believe it or not..i got what i wanted to know..though it was rather disappointing in a way yet i felt that there was hope when i saw the others:)so i thank your for coming..i believe in you and hope together we'll reach our goal/ dream..together(: i love you guys:)thanks:)

2008-06-27T23:17:00.000+08:00

school have been quite bad:/ oh wells..i have been sleeping in class:(:( but mostly is cause i am allowed to..today slept for like erm..probably 30-45mins cus i finished my zuo wen fast:)haha..then lao shi did not really do anything so i just ...slept..very tired.. i can't help it:(then i slept in lit too..for 15 mins..tat 1 is not suppose to..she was talking talking till i zzzzzzz..then when i wake up all i saw was my lit book smudged with the or-leng pen i was using to take notes..cause i slept with my inky pen's tip on the book..so i look like i'm am writting :x heh..really!!anna you've gotta wake up!and PAY ATTENTION!!!:!omg...sighs..
then today was actually a rather bad day..but i prefer not to say why..just completed all the basketball stuff tat i need to do!whooo!feel a little relieved..heh..well..i am stopping here..gtg muggg!!!jia you ANNA!

it hurts to see you like tat cause i care and love you..sometimes..things are too sudden..
which make it unacceptable to me:(

2008-06-26T20:34:00.000+08:00

once last chance and one last try..i believe in each and everyone of you
so give yourself a chance to be who you want to be and what you want to achieve!
jia you:)its just the beginning..
oh man..i have freaking loads to do and alot of things had been happening since school started and i seriously have bad headaches:( today's was worse during trng:( ahhh:(pain..really very pain..dunno why the Panadol is not working!so irritating:/
more proposal and more work:/oh crap..i'm WASTING TIME!!!

2008-06-22T17:49:00.000+08:00

SCH IS STARTING TOMORROW:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( (x 1000000000000)

i really don't want to go sch:(then my life is just like...gone??!study study and study:/stressed:/ sigh..but then looking at the bright side...i get to see my teammates everyday and my dear friends:)thats a kinda good thing i guess..
C'Div going to start on tue!jia you okay jnrs:)the seniors will always support ur:)haha:)i got alot alot of things to do..but i really dun feel like completing any of them..just want to rest for the last day..
my parents are overseas still:(i feel so quiet...scary man..esp at night:/in the room alone..
i am seriously going to miss killiney 08':( i want to play more with all of ur:(sadly this ended kinda early:(but then it was really memorable:)thanks:)in my heart forever and ever:)nxt time meet up will mostly be eoy holidays:/ but then after tat we got o's nxt year:(:( so ya...
alot of things had been happening during the holidays and i really didn't enjoy it at all(except the killiney part)everything was like a chore to me and like alot alot of trouble:(i didn't have time to rest and do what i wanted to do..oh well..its really over:(all the upcoming testsssss:( all the mugging subjects:(ai ya!!!!i want to scream alr! urgh!
end it as soon as possible..

2008-06-20T23:06:00.000+08:00

went out with yao.t ,shan, kt and lisa after trng...wa..i am really really really tired alr..i cannot finish my work at all luh:(:(:(some one SAVE ME PLZ PLZ PLZ!sigh...

school is going to start like in 2 days!!!:(:(so its doom time..i am loosing my life and my freedom(if i even have)oh my:(this really sux!but then looking on the bright side ...erm...erm...i dunno wads on the bright side..hehe.nvm bout tat..so i bought a t-shirt that says basketball championship on it with yao:)haha:)and then went around shopping dragging my broken legs around the shopping centers..anyway hope ur had a good day today..sry i was rather or actually very dead..cus i really very tired so i'm gona rest and study!take care ppl!:)

2008-06-17T00:22:00.000+08:00

I NEED TO TRAIN BADLY!!i am eating so freaking much and like becoming...FAT?!omg!die!i don't want to be a FAT person:(:(:(anyway i am already fat now..so becoming fatter will just make things worse:/ sigh...TODAY...oh its alr 17th so it is YESTERDAY WAS YAOTING'S BIRTHDAY:)!!!
happy birthday my dear friend:)i love you:)take care and jia you for everything:)
and also grandma's b'dae so we celebrated at night:):)
but went polyclinic with grandma and also went to see sinseh today:/
so it was quite bad, the doctor said i injured my (JIN) if i am not wrong its the nerve...heh..from back all the way down to my ankle..so ya..and then he did alot of things with all the machines but i was so tired so i just slept throughout,though it was damn painful:X the doctor said i over strained and should have came earlier to do it..sigh.like i got so much time..but he ask me to go back on weds then i was like HUH! i so dun have the time luh! THIS IS so pissing me off:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
school is going to start soon and i barely rested at all:(:(:(:(:(:(why!!!i dun want to go school!!!

2008-06-14T13:51:00.000+08:00

sometimes your apology to me is? meaningless
trying to change my image of things and of you..but you lost the trust that was between us..
i know its hard, cause it may not be ur fault..but have you ever thought if u had put in just a little more effort it may be different..
i don't want words..i just want you to show..to prove that you're giving your 100%
because it would be unfair to the others who did...
make an effort to do thing properly, make sacrifices, and give their 120% to cover up the mistakes that you've made.to reach the same goal.
don't apologies and don't need to feel sorry, just reflect and start afresh.
cause there'll always be a rainbow after a rain.加油！
don't want any more disappointments.

killiney 08'

2008-06-11T22:34:00.000+08:00

started with trng in the morning then watched the juniors play match !they won by i think 40 points:)good job!then bathed at ccab and went to plaza sing to meet the killineys:)!but they were late and out stomachs were like super hungry so we ate something light first..then they came at 2pm and we went Hot Tomato's rest'!haha...i was so full luh..then they all kept making me laugh till my stomach pain!hehe..was so funny..and all the lameness..and then went Arcade to play..played the shooting thing played single at 1st but then paired up with shan but we had really bad coordination..:X haha..but was fun..then took pics and the two left..so we decided to watch a movie..Indiana Jones..it was damn freaking boring at the starting but was not bad at the end..i felt so uncomfortable sitting at my place so i ask kt to follow me one row down..anyway there was nobody so i just relaxed..but it was freezing..brrrrrr!nv bring jacket sm more..only miss swan did..i was kinda freaked out at sm parts like the stupid ants and the crazy person when they were like searching for the passage way..so stupid!heh..and yi jun kept kicking my chair!and tried to scare me during the movie=.=" but IT DID NOT AT ALL!haha..loser! and cheryl and xf then asked me eh..you sleeping arh?=.="i was like...sigh..but that kt kept on like baby like tat..lie on me..and do all funny things luh..haha...and hou yee was irritating kt and it was damn funny!!!!laugh like crazy..shyshy har kt?haha..but i was bullied by xf the whole time luh..i nv hit so hard then she slap my back so so hard!omg!>:(!heh..then the day ended:(so fast...oh well it was fun:)love you guys:)well take care will meet up some time again:)

2008-06-09T22:37:00.000+08:00

Lighthouse Family - High
When youre close to tears remember
Some day itll all be over
One day were gonna get so high
And though its darker than december
Whats ahead is a different colour
One day were gonna get so high

And at
The end of the day
Well remember the days
We were close to the edge
And well wonder how we made it through
And at
The end of the day
Well remember the way
We stayed so close to till the end
Well remember it was me and you

cause we are gonna be forever you and me
Youll always keep me flying high in the sky of love

Dont you think its time you started
Doing what we always wanted
One day were gonna get so high
cause even the impossible is easy
When we got each other
One day were gonna get so high

And at
The end of the day
Well remember the days
We were close to the edge
And well wonder how we made it through
And at
The end of the day
Well remember the way
We stayed so close to till the end
Well remember it was me and you

cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love

High, high, high, high...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=59LnsrWkyFM

2008-06-08T10:30:00.001+08:00

starting to miss:/
friday feels funny..

2008-06-07T08:59:00.000+08:00

There are a million things i want to say to all but it can sum up to form one simple word.
SORRY:(
对不起。i didn't know why at that moment why i blanked out and panicked.
i didn't know why at that moment i made such a huge mistake that cause the team this result,
if i had even tried to shoot that 3-pointer we had a 50% chance, i know its over but i really can't get over it:(and i am sorry.
but i want to thank all killineys for making all these so wonderful, thanks for all the guidance and help,support and everything you gave us!you made it wonderful.THANK YOU!

also thanks to the seniors for coming down to support us, really appreciate it!
sorry for the disappointment..but we'll 加油！

she gave me a chance to prove myself to show who i really am, what i really want..
and guess what I BLEW IT!!!:( ahhhhhhhhhhhh
just feel like screaming out loud!!

sometimes things do not have a second chance...
from failure to phobia..

2008-06-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

you don't understand...you only MIS-understand:(
if you can forget why can't i..if u can make a mistake WHY CAN'T I!:(

2008-05-30T22:04:00.000+08:00

whoooHooo!this is the pairing high score that me and shuwen got!super cool luh!we played until 5th round!!!yeah!!:):):)hahaha:)
went to eat:)lotsa lotsa food!:)
this means everyone have a different character but together its beautiful like a rainbow:)
hmm..today was rather..fun?okay luh:/ haha..wake up at like 6.45AM!!cause had to meet c'div for their ,match with Anglican high:)though they lost but i think they played well overall..so 加油！:)suppose to have trng at night but it was canceled :( haha:/ but i tired today..so ya..went out with sec1s and sec3s:) for lunch and then went to play arcade and played shooting..i used too much strength at first and the freaking ball flew out of range so embarrassing..so i went to chase after the ball..and then i just adjusted and balls started going into the hoop SMOOTHLY :)yeah!!haha:) i am addicted to it mans!haha:) then went shopping for Joanne jie's present:)haha:)love her shes really nice:)haha:)and bought a nice cute card for her!:)ahah:)hope she likes it:) going to have a busy week nxt wk!lots of matches and trainings!:)加油！:)

2008-05-24T21:03:00.000+08:00

hug:/

oh well..my birthday was okay..but i was in pain:/ Now i feel my legs are like BROKEN:( sigh:/ not going any other country this yr:( there seems to have load of things to do yet i don't feel like doing them:( i fell today:(and the wound hurts:/ had 3 continuous trainings:( thursday, friday and Saturday(today) and i am exhausted mans!:(my muscles are aching really really badly..i can't even walk properly can u imagine!:/trng on thurs we did steps and played matches with juniors and smthing like that.for friday!it was super rush cus we were late for i think 25 mins:X haha:/ cus the movie ended too late and so we cabbed to sbc! heh..then played friendly with AI and won..but forgot the score:X yup..it was like pain man..i am injured everywhere got many many bruises:( and one girl kneed my side knee and now it have internal injury:(and the usual sprained fingers..yup and i could play well i just couldn't i don't know why...i want to do it but my body don't seem to want to like pei he...ya..and i could not shoot 2-point!!oh man..and i super pissed off with someppl so i just ..ya..today trng was tiring i too so freaking long to pull myself out of bed!so mans...i am drained:/

2008-05-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

haha:)they wanted to use the fries for my candle but it cound not stand in the pool of cheese!!:X
Khoonie and meeeee:)haha:)
Nadebee AND anbanell:)haha:)
Billy bombers:)(USA!)
people who are UNGLAM! hahaha!

went out with KHOON:) YAO YAO:)ERICA:) NADIA:)CARYL:)to eat dinner and celebrate my birthday:)after training:)haha:)oh my you guys are great!love all of your loads:)haha:) so we went billy bombers:)at Cine leisure:):)haha:)then i ordered some thing that was so hard to eat:)haha:)oh! and then went to crepes and cream:):)was nice man!!:)ahaha:)yup:)just want to thank all of your for coming down:)and ya:)even though they tried:)haha:)
I LOVE YOU ALL:)

2008-05-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

AT BEN'S AND JERRY

AT EAST COAST KOREAN BBQ RESTAURANT!
i feel like i sleep a lot, however i am still that tired:/ sigh:/ feel very moody and..ya..sian..i tried to keep smiling but i'm too tired:/ oh well..there are good days and bad days, the good days are when my uncles and relatives brought me out for a nice Korean Dinner at East Coast:)and then went to eat yummy Ben's and jerry ice-cream for deserts at Dempsey rd:)and i got a great birthday present from them too:)that is when i feel that i am really fortunate to have such people around me to just keep me smiling all day long:)but that was that:/ then after that it was rather sian...tomorrow going to go for confectionery enrichment thing again:/ its fun but when i do a lot of times..i am tired:/oh well..and i am super broke..cause i've been watching too many movies:X hehe..but it is too addictive..and ya..went shopping today with mum..suppose to get something..but i was so not in the mood..oh well..i'll just end here!:?

beginning with a change:)

2008-05-14T22:51:00.000+08:00

woah!all i can say i am exhausted:(a-math,e-math,geography,biology,ss,etc. but finally i get to REST..and play more bball:)haha:)i have so many things to do but i shall not think about it:/ heh:/ oh well:)SCHOOL ENDS ON MY BIRTHDAY:)"hint hint"haha yeah!!!tatz perfect:)except for the fact that i have to stay back for extra lessons(biology) so that we will get back our test papers!!so sad luh! been rather busy and frustrated and stressed cause i just felt that i cannot rmb anything luh:( then wake up at freaking 4am to revise..well it is all wasted:(i totally going to fail everything:(:(dun understand why:/ forget it!oh well... through i may not score but i guessed i already gave my 100% so ya:/我已经经历了:)
I got into confectionery:) haha:/ i thought i won't so i put that as my 1st choice..so ya:/ khoon is also with me:)haha:)tat blur pok:X haha:)oh well tomorrow is my 1st day:)haha:)hope is fun:)
Been thinking lately and i just feel that 1 of the most important thing in life is to smile:)
because with smile , you can feel the joy in life and most important you can share it with everyone:)and thats makes someone special:)because they are the rainbows and sunshine in peoples' life:) so people out there:)just take things easy and smile:)because you are special:)

2008-05-03T15:06:00.000+08:00

2007 BONGING OUTING:)
A MILLION THANKS:)
1st:thank you all for making it so successful:)
2nd:hope everyone enjoyed and had fun:)
3rd:thanks juniors for preparing all the wonderful, delicious food:)
4th: Sec3 for being good seniors and helping me:)love you!
last but not least: THANKS seniors for making ur way down:)gd luck for O's!:)
Didn't sleep well last night cause i was worrying what if things don't go well?..
what if it starts to rain?what if..and more what if:)but thank god everything well nice and sweet:):):)haha:)
so this post is all the pictures and memories that will be with us forever and ever:)enjoy!:)

An End however A New Beginning ..

2008-04-20T18:10:00.000+08:00

for everything-
season just ended:( so i guess its really over:/oh mans:/
welcome to the world of mugging:( sigh:(
but if old one don't go..new ones will never come..
so i really want to thank the team and 老师 and 教练
for giving me a chance , for encouraging me, for teaching me and for the memory that will always be with me, to remind me how hard we fought, how much effort we put in, and how much we supported each other:)i love you team:)
carnival was super tiring for me:( because we only had 3 ppl:/really love mummy:)she helped me like to do almost everything luh:)so i feel really bad:/ then she couldn't go to work:(oh well we sold everything so thats good..and i didn't really get to walk around or anything..so yah..but my ankle hurts like crazy cus i stood for too long and it swelled like super fat:(:(and super painful:(oh well..
things changed..i don't know how to make sure i'm doing it right..i believe that there is chance to achieve it-yet i am scared in way..i'm worried..everything i do..i stop to think about it..can we make it? i know we can-but r we ready for the worst that we're going to face? are we??

2008-04-16T17:55:00.000+08:00

lost to raffles yesterday:/oh well..guess we gave our 100%:)
stayed at home cause not well today:(:(so Boring ..just studying and sleep...
oh well..playing against Unity on friday!JIA YOU TEAM!
our last chance to prove who we really are:)give it our best shot okay?:)
At that very moment:i told myself..i calmed myself..yet i didn't make it:/
not knowing what to do in the future at that very exact situation,exact moment,exact second ..keeps me worrying..-non-stop:(
加油！结果由我们自己决定！
IT may be your BEST of me, but i feel its not the best of me-

2008-04-05T18:09:00.000+08:00

Won CCM yesterday!heh..was okay luh..yet i dun get the feel get:/

today totally suxed:(and i dunno why do i always feel so tired like as if my energy cannot be re-charged:( then i cannot concentrate on my up-coming bio test on tue when i have a game on mon against Yuying and its really late...): at 4.30 leh:( no time to revise my bio anymore:( so crappy luh the timing..and have trng on tue and thurs..then have game on fri with Nanyang and probably meet the ppl that r going to play with us for the milo cup..Christ Church and some Zhong smthing ppl and have trng at night 7 to 9:/ but the good news is Killiney Kopitiam is sponsoring us with jerseys and stuff..heh:) sounds rather funny.. so our team is called Killiney Kopitiam..oh my..and have trng the next day(sat) and sun i got match with sm angmo sch..which jl aranged..oh man so crazily busy..tired leh..dunno how am i going to survive..jia you b'div for all e up coming matches!:)加油！结果是由我们决定：）！

2008-03-29T00:02:00.000+08:00

Special Thanks to the people out there who had always been by my side to encourage me and help me:)so this is a hug for you!:)I LOVE YOU!

we won Unity Sec!whoohoooo :)
I really felt that everyone was really really in to the game!!
hehe:)so that something to be really really proud of:).
Jia You B'div 08'!:) we can do it!!!:)

I'm so freaking stressed up with all the test this week was the worst among all the others luh :(
it was simple crazy and tiring:( had so many quiz and test and work that are still uncompleted:(
oh man..i don't want to study anymore:(:(:( and today my brother totally pissed me off luh !!! Sigh then my mum is like not making things any better:(:(so irritating and annoying:( but oh well its over and i don't want to think about it:/training tmr! at 9! Jia YOu JIA YOU!!!:)
GO SC!

MIXURE

2008-03-23T21:50:00.000+08:00

Sport day people:) SPECIAL NOTE TO YALL:)Carol, Nicole Ann, Nadia, Vera and Sarah.R:)
heyy:)so so super proud of all of you!i think you all really did a great job:) we may not be 1st for all but we gave our 100%!:)so jia you for all the following heats and make GY proud:)love all:)

Basketballers:P : heyy people:) did great for all your events and everything:) jia you!!:)MATCH COMMING UP SOON on THURSDAY:) jia you b'div!!120% x 12 ppl = victory:)

TmR got schhh:(:(:( this week got testS and training..tuition..matches..and lessons:(so tiring:(on well hope we will do great on thursday and we will:)jia you b'div:) Watched Slam with khoon after trng on sat in Marina Square:)so sad:(oh well..so i'm broke now:(oh man:(haha:)but it was worth it:)love you khoon :)ahaha:)

2008-03-18T20:41:00.000+08:00

B'DIV JIA YOU!for tmr's match and nationals!
GO SC!
jia you!jia you!
To the special u:I trusted you,I believed in you,
yet..you did this to me:/and i can't ignore..
so fake yet so pain:(somethings can never happen and will never too..

2008-03-16T20:55:00.000+08:00

B"DIV 08' JIA YOU!!!:)
together forevevevever!:)love all:)
THAILAND TRIP:)JUST SOME PICTURES:)
This was one of the rides i sat on:) but i feel so sad for the ox:(:(
- stinks like crazy...
This the umbrella making factory..kinda cool..haha..but was super hot luh!..
TO: KHoon:who says I NV BLOG..(:(I"M BLOGGING:)
KHOONIE AND ME:) before going to Ikea:)
At my house playing the com:)
15/3 the guai us studying:)@ my house:)
Thanks for the lollipop khoon!LOVE YOU!

the" serious" kHOOn..it rare right??...i know..hahaha:)
THe ACt COOL KHoon:)(COMMON)hahaha:)

nationals are coming!and my stamina is like CRAP luh!:( i ate super alot of stuff in thailand:) all the rubbish:/ haha:)I'm s.black now cus i went rafting in thailand for 2hrs the sun there kills people luh!i got burnt:(haha:)and 2morrow sch is gonna start!NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! i dun want to go school!!:( oh well i'm waiting for my mum to return from the airport!jia you b'div!take care everyone!

2008-02-16T20:03:00.000+08:00

I can see that my blog is kinda dead oh well..

Today's trng was not very good:( i just felt wrong..and very insecure..like as if smthing bad was gonna happen..yep..oh well the day is going to end soon..
my shooting today was like crap esp 3-pointer..and everything else, i felt breathless after running up and down..just damn uncomfortable luh...oh well its over..

Today only had 4 ppl for sec3s..cause nazirah is sick:(:( GET WELL SOON ALRIGHT!love you!and cheryl went on cruise..kt couldn't come..oh man:/crap!

well I shall think "positive" now..i have 3 test next week..and my mum dun even want to let me spend 2 hrs to go watch Kung Fu with kt today..and she hung up the phone without even picking up!!SO PISSING ME OFF MAN!!!:( can't she just let me go for 2 hrs!:(

Okay i guess thats enough of all e whining and stuff..match against St Marg on tuesday..but i'm not leaving early cus of my bio test!stupid bio test:(argh!! okay comming back to e point jia you everyone for tests and everything:)
sometimes giving up don't seems to be a choice anymore..

2008-02-03T18:41:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is the starting of south zone B'div 08' !
Dunno how to describe how i feel:S..
Oh well chem and Eng test Tmr! Jia you everyone!:)

2008-01-26T20:29:00.000+08:00

Study..study and study...oh man..i feel exhausted:( B'div is near and my back is giving way day by day:(:(sigh..so pissed with it:/ school is freaking tiring i empty my pile of homework but it never ends..then followed by test and more test:/ I don't want to fail anything..not even a single paper as promised...oh well..nobody said it was easy..so I'll just have to face it.. Thinking how to settle the proposal and stuff..still got to book the campsite for final year camp..but the cost is kinda high..oh man..
i didn't really realize that i can't perform much on court till jl told me today..
felt that i gave my 100% but they felt i gave my 50%.. hate this feeling:(:(:(:(:(:(what am i suppose to do?!

2007-12-19T18:08:00.000+08:00

oh man:/today had trng and my body was totally dying i guess cause my stamina dropped:(thats why i dun dare to take long breaks for injuries i guess..sigh..anyway this holidays seriously SUX luh:(:(i feel so tired of all the crazy problems that keeps appearing:/oh well..i know it will end soon..but the process is killing me:(okay..today's trng was somehow tiring for me..i dunno why..but i guess cus the court in ccab is so enclosed that there is no fresh air like no ventilation:/shan was my partner for most of the drills and i hope ur hip is fine:)and my wrist is hurting so badly:(can't shoot:( then played 5 on 5(the moment that i enjoy most)yep..heh..and jl told me enough games for you already so did stretching after that for the final game:/...o well..went out with nazirah to PS:)to watch Alvin and the Chipmunk:)was so funny man..loved it:)super cuteee:)haaha..yup:)thanks nazirah:)
okay i guess thats all:)take care everyone:)

2007-12-10T21:37:00.000+08:00

every time i close my eyes...some thing happens..
i can't do anything..only can i pray and hope..
i just hope she'll pull through..

..i don't understand&i don't want to either..
cause somethings happens ..
without an explanation..

just want to know..why..

2007-12-10T00:49:00.000+08:00

why:(:(

2007-12-08T22:37:00.000+08:00

bread and bread:)haha(dun make sense:X)
oh man we look sleepy..haha:Xlove yooo:)khoon!
my Winnie the pooh chop:)cute right?(say yes):):):)hahahaha:)
the bobochacha that kt mum bought for us:)looks weird but taste nice:)we didn't like the yam and sweet potato..haha:X
crazy khoon posing and trying very hard to fit in......(sad)cause its not working..hahah(joking)
the extra chili sauce in Long Johns hahah:)bored so..ya..hahaha:)just having fun:))
Yea!today was great man!except for the part where my brother annoyed me luh!>:/

never-mind lets talk happy stuff man!hehe:)today went out with best of the best khonnie:)oh man i missed her soooo much and finally:))haha:):)yup:)haha:)so went to Mos Burger to eat lunch:))and khoon bought he potato salad and pizza! watched the Golden Compass today!!WAS QUITE GOOD:)but some times the polar bear is kinda freaky :X haha:)khoon was like eating throughout the first part of the movie luh!piggy!haha:X so after that we decided to leave West Mall(cus it was Boring...)haha:)and went to IMM!haha:)that place is soo complicated luH!so irritating!and went Daiso which gave me headache cus it was so crowded>:(
after that went Mini Toons and bought Gummies and kt bought the cute winnie the pooh chop of me:)thanks:)haha:) and ate @ Long Johns for dinner:))haha:)YUmmY!!haha:)yup! so it was kinda late then and i went to kt's house and watched this show called"the cool guy"haha:)really funny:)so after that khoon's mum bought some food for us:)haha:)yup!and ended playing in the playground:)and went to home sweet home:)haha:)

special msg to khoon!: heyy:)really enjoyed today and hope you did too:)haha:) hope the whole team could go out together:)anyway annabanana will always be saving the day once again:)so just call the hotline for any help okay?:)happy go lucky:)love ya lots:)

tagg replies:
sylvia :heyy:)i'm doing fine:)hope you are too:)take care:)

yao ting:heyy:)thanks for understanding:)well thanks for everything:)take care of ur ankle k?love you too:)hhahaha:)

2007-12-05T21:19:00.000+08:00

today's match had been postponed:( cause of the rain..haiz..wasted the trip :/

oh well..yao gave me a heating pad that she brought back from HK:)thanks yao:) hope it'll help my back:)and i guess my back is healing..but just really slowly..tried shooting a little today but was quite off luh :(but i haven't even stop for a week..can u imagine 2 weeks!oh man:(i really miss the ball and the court..just wanna have a feel of it:/so badly..shooting..dribbling..rebounds:(:(
i guess I maybe going to the chinese doc again tomorrow..actually suppose to go today..but mum is not free so..no choice..the team is lack of players luh:(either injured or holiday:(oh well..i'm also useless..all i can do is warm the benches and cheer:/GO SC!!hope it helps..
i never really do anything but still feel tired..well i think i'm gonna do some simple exercise to help my back in the morning!i really want to be on court by latest next wed!:))

2007-12-01T21:56:00.000+08:00

camp just ended on Thursday:(:(sad luh:(i am down with flu too:(but worst is the back injury that cost me 2 weeks of rest:(:(:(really upset with myself:(:(i really want to continue playing and all that crap..luckily most of the matches are over alr:)so thats a happy news:)yup..my mum is pissed at me:(:(she says i'm out everyday and hardly rest at home..so now i'm resting but its super bored luh:(:(nothing much to do except eating..doing homework..sleeping...watching tv and blah blah blah..haiz..i wish i could heal my back faster cus thats the overall thing that affects me the most:(:(cus it is simply my movement is obstructed already:(and all i can do is watch ppl play:(:(:(:(WHY!!!!okay nvm..i'll try to keep a positive mindset!but thinking that tomorrow have tuition:(kills everything...YUCKS!!:(:(((((
NO MORE TRAINING AND MATCHES:(:(:( = TORTURE:(:(

2007-11-21T23:42:00.000+08:00

2007-11-21T23:18:00.000+08:00

Played against QSS today at Bedok CC for the b'div and won after that c'div played against Zhong Hua..though they lost i feel proud of them as they were against b'div..so..yup..good play:):)heh..I GOT FOULED OUT TODAY!!sad luh:(:(never expected to get fouled out and didn'nt know it would make me feel so helpless and all tat crap..sigh..tat seriously suxed:(:(:(spoiled my mood..anyways seniors told me to cheer up,nazi help me massage my back a little:)thanks nazirahhh:):)and cheryl companied me:)yay:)thanks to all mates:)yup it helped..and i'll cheer up!! oh before all the matches went Far East to eat and met Charmain the RJC senior on the bus..i felt she was so familiar but forgot where i met her..haha..then she waved at mee:)..haha..i felt so stupid! :X heh..then chatted till i had to go..yup..oh man..i still have to do math 2morrow and go out with grandma for lunch..before ttn:(dun want to go for ttn:(i want to push the wheelchair!!i tried it my mum said i was siao..but its kinda fun!really!heh :X well camp is on the 26th!and loads of matches ahead!:)just keep on playing keep on playing..playing..playing ..playing:) okay i guess i shall stop here i want to go lie on my bed and "nightdream"(daydream)..heh..okay..for those who are injured in the team or not feeling well ..banana will pray for all the get well soon:)take care:)

2007-11-19T20:15:00.000+08:00

been worrying bout quite a number of things actually..but my uncle talked to me last night and really helped me and i felt like a over pumped balloon tat exploded right in front of him..i could hold it no longer..so it like "consulting" me in a way to say it:/ so i really feel v.grateful to him for helping me:)he also lend me a book call 360 degrees leader:)i tell you its simple perfect luh..the book is great..really!!he told me to switch all my frustrations and anger and whatever into energy to fight on and face all the problems..yup!!anyway today went out with shan today to Bugis to eat lunch and buy my slipper that i've been looking for:)yup..i want to cheer up and forget all stupid things that have been bothering me:(but i guess its kinda difficult but i believe its not impossible lah:)so everyone that reads this just close ur eyes for 15 mins and give urself a break if u've been think of all the unhappy things lately k?i will try to appreciate myself and so must you:)well...feel rather tired alr trng was kinda fun i guess..but i ate my man tou today:)yeah!!:)heh:)its like finally luh!:)2morrow both c'div and b'div are playing for the under 16 G.S matches:)still in my grandma house: / well better rest early..take care everyone:)leave a tagg went you read this okay?:)byebye!

2007-11-13T11:05:00.000+08:00

ANNABANANA:)
had trng yesterday and started with 25 rounds!!!haha..but i felt tat it was super fast..i didn't really feel tat tired..i dunno why..i thought i will die cus i've been sleeping super little and only had 4 1/2 hrs of sleep the night before..so was like dead..heh..but then it was kinda long trng 8 to 2.30 arnd there luh..but getting used to it alr i guess..

Then went out with shan ,yao and cheryl.w yesterday:)then ate some egg thing in cini tat gave me tummy ache luh!!:( but it tasted quite okay..i guess:)then yao and cheryl left so me and shan planned to watch a movie but most of the movies were either r21, nc16 or foreign languages and all tat crap..so we went to plaza sing..which we bought this movie called anna&anna :X damn it luh..so waste of money..we dun even get what was the meaning of the show!!my goodness..heh..then ppl were like crying cus it suppose to be sad but me and shan were laughing like crazy luh..i guess all the people think that we're like sadistic or smthing..haha:X but its was really stupid when kaypo shan turned around while a couple was kissing luh!!!OMG!!so stupid luh!haha:X Then went grandma house..she is fine i guess..i only bought donuts for them but was not enough..cus i was only left with tat amt of money mah..heh..i was super tired by then went home at arnd 10.45pm yea..

Going to celebrate my cousin birthday today!yeah!!
and tomorrow is the SC Cup!woooohooo..hope it'll be great!
forget the past and prepare for the future!

2007-11-04T00:49:00.000+08:00

:(damn..she's pissing me off!

2007-10-21T15:57:00.000+08:00

10 km run compleated!!!WHOOOOO!went out to feast after that with the team!!heh..lost and gain:Xi love you team!!

Proud of myself and everyone which compleated the 5 or 10 km run!!whooo!haha:)gd job everyone:)was quite fun:)enjoyed it!heh..i love the last number!!8!!yeah!:)Go SC!whoo!

2007-10-16T15:52:00.000+08:00

i am crazy:/
dun ask i dunno what i'm doing too:X
confused:S

2007-10-14T17:52:00.000+08:00

i did'nt mean it:(:(
Friday

ran alot man:)around the whole area before botanical gardens and 20 rounds track and training after that too:/super tired luh:((then my mum made me go out SHOPPING after tat too even thought i did not want to go and was craving to sleep:/i think everyone either compleated it or tried their best:):)good job but my ankle swelled a little after that:(:(it hurt like poopoo(a nicer way of saying shit) when running luh!the stupid tape didn't work:(:(sigh:(

saturday

Baked brownies with cream and M&Ms as toppings with kt and cheryl:)we baked it for henrietta:)as we went to visit her:)i guess she is okay now:)heh..and loved the swing man!but i look so emo on it:X hehe..but was fun:)we ate pizza and chicken wings:)thanks hen!love ya:)take care!
Sunday(today)
baked cookies but it taste like poo:(:(i can't bake stuff went:(and went video EZ and rent movies with bro for 2morrow!
Tomorrow(monday)
basketballers comming to my house!!to watch movies and do stuff(play)!yup..hope tomorrow would be fun!cheryl and kt most likely will be staying over at my hus too!heh..oh my..i think my house will be like SUPER NOISY AND MESSY!!ahh..but just enjoy!
i dunno why you're angry? but i already apologised:( i'm sorry:(

ANNABANANA!

2007-10-10T21:27:00.000+08:00

Haven't blog in a long time:(exams just ended on 4th if i never remember wrongly:/ ah well got most of my results back alr:(and it horrible man!never expect things to be so bad:(Now i got the thinking that no matter how hard you work smtimes, things just don't turn out the way you want it to be:(ah..sigh..today just had training and i was THE ONLY SEC 2!!with the seniors:(:(:(everyone else was unable to train:(except me:(but since now i am in it i will TRY not to give up..:( haiz..i suddenly felt like vomitting during trng i also not sure why but i think it had to do with gastric:(with no energy can't do things well:(went out for dinner with my mom after that, but i never eat finish my dinner..did not feel well:(i also dunno whats wrong with me:(

i also had leg cramps :(i guess thats cus i haven't trained in a long time..but its okay i expected it:/yea..THANKS KT FOR RUNNING WITH ME AFTER SCHOOL:)I REALLY APPRECIATE IT:) I want to stay happy but smtimes i just can't stop thinking about smthings:(hate this stupid feeling man:(but anyway now need to focus on my skills ,stamina and technique..time to train super super hard man!hope i can take it:/my stamina is like poopoo!so are my skills:( This sux luh:( I think i owe sm ppl an apology cus i was very grumpy this few days:(i don't want to say why but i just want to apologise for all the wrongs that i've done:(I'm sorry:(:(
take care everyone..annabanana loves you!
can't take it anymore:( i just can't rest!

2007-08-31T23:11:00.000+08:00

Happy Teachers' day:)really appreciated all the things the teachers did for us today:)the performance was good man:)yup:)haven't been doing much studying lately:(:(i feel so tired:(only had few hrs of slp last night:X..heh..yup..i'm going for trng 2 times during the holidays:/can't make it for all 3:(:(i need to spend lots of time on my studies:/yup..went out today to watch Ratatouille with khoony:)was nice:)but i don't really like rats:Xso..ya..was going crazy in WestMall before going for the movie..haha:Xwe were super broke cus we never expected the tickets to be so EX!!i hate it when i go out with NO MONEY:(:(so i wanted to play with the nail polish in the shops but the people were like staring at us luh!!then i dun dare to play:(:(then went to play with all the baby toys:)HAHA..we tried slippers and anyhow press the buttons of the toys:Xhaha..cus there was lots of extra time before the the movie..so just waste time lor..(:(:hehe:X
ahh..so stress man:(lots of mugging to do before EOY:(:(booo:(sux luh:(i slacked alot when i fell sick for quite awhile:(never study cus of all the stupid virus attack me:(:(but my coughing still don't want to go away:(then i sound funny when i cough too much :(:(yucks:(:(my stamina DROPPED!!!i am simply useless now..can't do anything..my shots all not accurate:(:(need to train alot man:(if i could do magic..i would grant everyone a wish:)yea:)
okay..i'll just end here..everyone jia you k?gd luck mugging!:)take care:)

2007-08-25T15:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHOON TING:) friends forever:):):)
love you:)!
i just love the SILLY YOU!

HEllo:)this post is specially for KHOON TING: need to wish youHAPPY BIRTHDAY:)though this post is really late:X hehe:) but i made a promise:)anna never breaks her promise!:):)YEAH:) ur finally 14 yrs old:) yeah!!you are OLDER!!!haha:)
i wish you all the best in everything you do:)must jia you k?
wish you have good health and do well in ur studies and basketball:)i hope you always stay happy:)friends forever:)
need to thank you for everything you done for me:)
always being by my side lending me a helping hand when i fall:)
i love you!!i really appreciate everything you've done:)
hope you like the card and present i gave you:)
ANNA LOVES KHOON:)
TAG REPLIES:)
YAO:HELLO:)i will get well soon:)so i can eat ANYTHING i want!:)love yah:)
Khoon:ai ya the whole post is on you alr:Xhehe:)
ze shan:YO!!-gurt!haha..dun worry banana will be back in action again soon:)now is under construction:)love you:)
nazirah:hello:)thanks:)i hope you will get well soon too:)drink lots of water!:)love yah:)

2007-08-09T13:53:00.000+08:00

ADMIRE my water babies:)yeah!!thanks yao:)
a little messy:X but still pretty:)(PVP)
i love you team!yea!!(bbq night)
IN west mall:)
me and kt:)loving you always:)
me and shan:)(problem buddy:)love you always fish balm:)*lion balm

Happy Birthday singapore!:)
Hello:)i feel so stupid for the emo post before this one:(stupid me:Xheh..okay..nvm..i don't feel like thinking of all the unhappy things just for today:)i want to be a happy annabell:)yeah man!haha:)oh..today is singapore's 42nd birthday yeah!haha:)so my family and relatives are having bbq night at my grandmama's hus:)yeah!!i hope it'll be FUN!heh:)just came back from ttn:)feel a little tired cus slept quite late last night:)was talking on the phone with shan till 11++ then another friend called then had conference until dunno wad time:)was too tired to care about the time:X
had trng yeaterday with teo while the seniors trng with jl:)haha..then i fell and twisted my ankle:(while playing :(now its swelling:(poo..i dun dare to tell my mum :(:(so i'll let it heal on its own:(but it will be fine:)just need more icing to cool it:)watch movie with ze ,lisa,kt&yao:)Rush Hour 3 was nice man!so funny:)but i was a little moody:(sorry..cus my ankle was tired and aching then the stupid bus so full:(but you all cheer me up at last!love all of you man!:) heh..then saw teo in west mall:X hah..was so funny luh..heh..okay..i'm super super broke alr:(:(so sad:keep on spending:X so i'm am going to control my spending SOON!!:)heh:)
i guess i'll just end here!and hope you will like the pics:)yeah!

2007-08-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

TOday is a LOUSY DAY:(Things just don't seem to go right:(whatever i do i make a mistake...can't take it anymore:(trng started..not so early..ya..i was wearing uni when we started as sara borrowed my pe shirt when she had oral..but nicole lended me hers aft that..yup..and then we did the nomal thing and i played like shit:(jl was screaming at me cus i missed passed alot of times:(:(and i played wrongly most of the time:(wth luh!dunno wads the prob with me..i just can't seem to play well today..my stamina seemed to had dropped cus i was sick that time and missed the trngs:(:(then when jl screams i panick:/ah well..i could not dribble with my left hand cus i think i cracked the wrist part so i can't shoot well and my shots are all AIR BALL!:(:(wth!cannot take it alr!!i bruised my knee too:(:(and my fingers are like dead:(they are simply USELESS:(just like me:(USELESS!!:(oh man:((now i got a pile of work waiting for me to get it done:(don't feel like doing it alr!!just feeling throwing it into the bin!!:Xi won't be able to sleepwell:(then the teachers will complain that i don't pay attention in class...so when i don't pay attention = trouble:(WTH!!!
everything is just trouble!!!wish i could just fall asleep and never never wake up to face all this crappy rubbish!!HATE THIS FEELING:( okay..i think i have vented enough of my anger by just crapping everything out..stupid me..
so tired&restless...mr tee is going to kill me when he sees that i have given him crap for the work he gave us!ahhhhh!!!EOY is comming!!:(then have to study and study..my mother nanging had never ended at all:(so ya...but i still love her:)for what she had done for meeee!love you mummy!!
okay..i shall end here!
i hope all the worries will be gone..i just don't want to do some things some time..
need some space to think about it..give me some time:(
i can't promise anything..but i'll try my best:/

2007-07-29T14:50:00.000+08:00

ahh..i'm falling sick,i have a super bad sore throat and bad headache:(:(and thats bad..really bad:((my shoulder is swollen cus i over strained accidentally on friday..played friendly with players combined from different schs..we won overall so thats a good thing:)yup..tomorrow have history test but i'm not really ready for it:(i cannot concentrate well cus i'm not feel well:(ahh:(hate being sick:(oh!and i cut my hair!!now, i looking like a small kid but just over grown due to the front fringe:/ sad luh:(everyone is gonna laugh at me man!:((i also cut kt's fringe cus she said it was uneven so i decided to help her:)heh..but was kinda fun:)ai ya:/ i hope i'll be able to come to sch tomorrow:(i dun want to miss the test and TRNG!:((i pray so that i will become better:/

ahh..i feel so sad:(sch life sux:(everyday also must study:((i am so going to go crazy when i can't take it anymore:(ya..but i think the day is comming soon..thats BAD!!!:((i dun really know what is happening:((it just feels so wrong..i just need a break:(
PVP this sat..and after that we have a dinner at east coast:)hope it be fun:)
no matter what..i'll just try my best!Go Anna!!just keep going on and on.....

2007-07-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

my cute teddy bear!!
kt and mee!!
ming ,kt and mee:)doing "project"
us and nicole!!
i love u and u love me!
cheryl and mee:)
we'r flying!
c'div winners!
shan and me her ying xiong!:)
c'div 07!yeah!!love yah:)

On Thursday
We won Yu Ying on thursday!!yea!!haha:)was a super nice game...i'm sooo pround of everyone!!:)haha..need to thank jiao lian!!All the jc seniors and sec 4 seniors too!!they all came to support!!but i'll nv forget the sec3 seniors!!they not only gave us support they gave us encouragement & they wrote us so many letters and helped us alot!!so a BIG THANK YOU!!haha..oh and also need to thank jill,ming,wai lam,lynn!!thanks for comming to support!!love yah!haha:)okay i guess thats enought "thanking"
Oh after the match we went to watch transformers!!was good man!!i ate Burger King during the show that i stuffed in my bag cus they will not allow me to eat inside:Xhaha..was so nice!!!:))then after that i could not buy anything for my angel or ward cus i did not have enough money(tatz a nicer way of saying tat i'm broke):/so we went home to bathe before going to cheryl's hus for sleep over..haha..had a movie maraton which stopped at 2 a.m=.="cus everyone was very tired after the match..so sad..but there was only 4 of us sleeping over at cheryl's hus:/so sad:((
TODAY!!
I WOKE UP AT 1.16 PM TODAY!!:((WAS SO LATE FOR TUTION!!:(
so i had to rush and got ready in 10 mins!!but wad late alr cus ttn started at 1!!and i reached at 2!:/so unlucky..so in the end i had 45 mins of ttn only=.=''..then went to eat lunch with ming at macs..& kt came over my hus to do'' project''haha..i was super sleepy and tired:((aft ming left..went to Rail Mall with kt..wanted to rent a movie but in the end we could'nt cus we were not 16 yet!!!SO irritating!!:/but its okay ended up watching harry potter at my hus..(:okay i guess i'll just end ..i'm tired:(bye!!
To The Team:
i felt everyone had done their very best!!and i'm so pround of all of u !!
even thought we did not make the seniors proud by getting in to the nationals..
we tried our very best and won the last to matches of c'div!!
we learn from our mistakes and make sure we improve!!
Now lets work harder and perserver..we work for the better furture!!:)
i believe we can do it!i will never give up on the team.. cus i love the team:)
loving you always..c'div '07
tagg replies:
cheryl:ai ya..i'm the best luh!!haha:)love you too:)
jill:love you toooo:)hehe:)thanks for comming!!
umi:haha..thanks:)jia you for the nxt game:)mama chan love the team!!
ze shan:haha:)of course !!i choose wad:)
khoon:wadeva:P..haha..
yao:no!!my tortise is the CUTEST!:):):)HEHE:)

2007-07-09T21:04:00.000+08:00

c'div jia you!!
Played against Queenstown Recently and won them 39 - 8 i think..yea..ahh..now i am so tired:((had trng in school earlier..ah well had geog test today:(i hope i will score for this test:(my science test died alr:((ah..this sux:(i got the sleepy and tired feeling alr:(oH!!today on court i felt super sleepy and tired:((more like restless luh:(cannot FOCUS!!:((anyway..we must try our best on thur and beat yu ying!!i don't want to regret i don't want to end this season so fast!!so we will have to do our best!!show others that SCGS is not so easily beaten!!we show our sc power!!yea!!i guess i better concerntrate on playing well and stop worrying about all the other things:(FOCUS ANNA!FOCUS!!
To the team:
i don't care if we leave the court on thur...win or lose..
all i care is that we try our best and we will face everything as a TEAM!
And we are not only a team..we are a BIG HAPPY FAMILY!
Team i love you!:)give it your best shot!

Other teams only have 12 players..(booo!)
but we're special..
we have the whole basketball family!(cheers!)

i seem to lose control of my actions on court:(
my stamina is dropping badly..
why is this happenning?:(
am i preasuring myself too much:(
i just want to do my best .because i love my team
.i don't want to regret:(

2007-07-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

even though we fell..
we will pick ourselves up...
because..
LOST MATCH AGAINST NEWTOWN today..before the match..everyone was feeling restless and tired:(i guess cus of all the matches and the unlimmited amount of homework and projects that we have:(((going to have a geog test soon:((haven't prepare anything yet:((oh!!and i think i totally flunked my science test:((i hope i dun ever recieve the paper back:((my mum is so going to KILL me:((ah well...so..today we did not play our best and disspointed alot alot of people:((i'm sorry seniors,JL,supporters and friends:((we can't make it to nationals anymore:(cus only 2 schs will make it to semi-finals:((and so this is how our season going to end:(:(but i can't be sad anymore..cus wads the point of thinking abt everything when it is all over alr!!i can't be so selfish and think for myself:(i still have to encourage my teamates and help them!!so we can do better nxt time..we'll have to take these as an experience:/
TO the team:
Though we did not mange to get into the nationals..we have to win the last two matches!!make sure we have no regrets when we leave the court!we must leave smilling away..contented with our performance!!i will never give up on myself and the team too!!YUP!!let's do our best and show our SC SPIRIT!C'div jia you!!
as long as we have confidence and determination and always rmb to perserver!!half the battle is WON!
felt sad..cried..regreted:(
felt lost and useless..
i can't accept it..but it is reality:(
reflected..thought..
guess i just need some time..
hope the wound will heal..

2007-06-26T20:38:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!!today match with Raffles was actually quite tough i guess..but its okay..i can see we all tried our best alr:)ah well..haven't blog for quite a long time:((was super busy with all the work and basketball C'div comp!!i am so tired but all the stupid projects are UNCOMPLEATED!!!! AHHHHH!!hate the stress feeling:((((i dun reli feel well now:(dunno why..i guess maybe i'm tired:(but i dun want to FALL SICK!!then i cannot even contribute anything to the team:((sux luh!!but i happy cus alot of the seniors came today to support us:)so THANK YOU seniors!!and MIng came too:)thank YOu!hehe:)The nxt match will be on thursday..against erm..St Margaret's!! hope we would do better and beat them!!yea!!we can do it SC!hehe..ahwell..i did not manage to score much for the team today:(so i am going to do better on thur!!yup!okay..i dun feel like typing anymore..i am going to write notes to the team and to my ward:)oh!!AND my NEW NAME is .......................................................................................................................................................................... .......................................................................................................................................................................
ANNABANANA:)cool right?:)(say yes!)hehehe:)
tag replies:)
anna-nadhira:hey..i think ur hair looks normal..but ur eyes like abit scary..haha:P
anna-cheryl:i cannot find the friend test thing..i got a feeling i am gonna fail..hehe:P
anna-lisa:yea:)of course my blog is cool..hehe..but not as "cool"as u:)hehe:)
anna-ze shan:hey:)thanks:)u played well too:)got the SC spirit!!np:)love ya too:)

2007-06-13T12:28:00.000+08:00

THIS IS NOT JUST A RIBBON!

HAHAHAHAHAHA:)
HAPPY FAMILY:)
C'DIV 07'
I PUT THIS CUS KT LOOKS SO FUNNY!!AHAHA:x
THE 3 OF US:)
NAZI AND ME PLAYING ON THE BUS:X
FATTY MOUTH:)
SMILE:)
ME LISA..AND CHERYL TRYING TO FIT IN THE MIDDLE..=.=''
AFTER THE MATCH:)
ME AND LISA:)
HAHA:)GUESS WHO?:)
MS CHEONG WITH US:)
basketball family:)
WITH THE SENIORS:)
HELLO:)haha..recently so busy so nv reli post anything:Xhaha..just came back from the Desaru Trip:(It ended so fast:((we had so much fun!the most memorable thing was the RIBBON CEREMONY:)i guess is more like the crying ceremony!haha:))but it was very touching:((i cried like a waterfall:Xi guess everyone did luh:(so sad:((but it was the only time we told each other how we really felt in our hearts:(i very lazy to type liao:X haha..so i guess i will just post all the pics:)
It just feels wrong without your presence on the bench..
without ur screams during trng and matches ...
without u being by our side to cheer us on:(
having less sense of perserverence and the team spirit..
but we will still try our best not to let u down ..
because you ..
helped..cared and taught us ..but most importantly
u made us a happy family:)
Thank you Ms cheong:)thank you team:)

Happiest Family!!!:)C'div 07'

2007-06-03T12:15:00.000+08:00

THE SILLY PICS!:X KT JEARSEY NO.!
OUR FUNNY FACE:)
STINKY FEET!:x
FRIENDS FOREVA:)
KT MONKEY FACE!
MY MONKEY FACE:)
MY JEASEY NO.!

Helloooooo!!we played against Nanyang yesterday and lost by 20 points:(((((but it was the last quarter that they scored 16 points:((i felt i went for a fight instead of a match!:(the Nanyang girls were so TALL!!!i thought our team avg height was not so bad..but when i saw the nanyang girls..I was like OMG!!!they were all around nazirah's hight!!i have a wound on my knee and a bruise under my EYE!so ugly luh!but its SUPER SUPER PAIN!:(:(:(They were so rough!!esp when they fight for the ball!!ahhh!!i felt like i was wrestling!!most of them were kinda skinny but they were SOSOSOSO STRONG LUH!!so we should not underestimate SKINNY ppl:Xhaha..Oh..so aft the match me and khoon stayed for awhile and watched the match Raffles against Duman..haha..dunman was leading by quite a no. luh..haha..yup..i was kinda surprised also..but they were all sec1s:))yup..then left to the bus stop and took 132 and went Far EAst becus kt said she was hungry..i was a little luh..haha..yup:)we were very broke so cannot really eat anything much:Xhaha..then took 171 back to my hus:))haha..yea..kt followed me home cus she did not have her hus key and no one was home..haha..the USUAL KT!!ah well..we just hang around and took some silly pic tures:P..We were kinda tired after the match...OH!!i just came back from Westmall..watched POTC:)!!!yea..was quite nice luh..haha:):):)Tomorrow's match against Queensway..hope we will play well:)and hope i dun get any more injuries:(:(Tonight i'm going GYM with my mum:))yup..cus she says she is overweight..so i will help she slim down:)hehee:))but i think i won't run much cus 2morrow have match:Xah well..hope things turn out fine:/
C'div jia you!!!!!

2007-05-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

Hellooo:)today went for training early in the morning reach school about ..erm..7.50a.m:)around there luh..then ran 2 rounds..and then 12 rounds..i dunno why i dun reli feel tired??!only my shin have sharp pain:(ms cheong also did not let me play because she said i was limping:(..."sigh"nvm..dun wana talk about tat:)i'm so so so scared for c'div:(its just comming nearer and nearer:(HELP ME!!!:(oh..we are also joining some T-NET thing..we will be plaing like this sat against nanyang!oh man!Hope things will turn out fine:)))there's is like a few more matches!argh!!scared man!!ms cheong said that she will pass out jearseys to yao on fri!!my no. is 8 yeah!!!haha..it is black and white:)shoud be nice!:))haha..oh yah!we went out with the seniors todae:)zi bing,shu wen,debra(seniors)me, cheryl,kt,nadhira:)yea!we went to Serene Centre:)then went up to sit at a conner:))we could not eat mac so went to this place which is like a supermarket.. was kinda big:)hehe..then bought cup noodles, some cracker that had this printing on it saying(NOT FRIED..BAKED)so i decided to buy it:))and tuna spread:):)healthy:)hehe..yup then we chatted about ..everything?yup..haha..the four of us plus dabra went to the same bus stop:))aft i reached home sat on my chair watching sm show..KHOON AND CHERYL called and asked me to go to cheryl's hus TO SWIM..i did not want to go but went in the end to swim:X but no REGRETS:)was super super fun:)bathed at cheryl's hus..and khoon!u nv bath..EWWW...GROSS:Xhahahaha:)i also kept talking about khoon's ROSY cheeks:Xhahaha:)AND khoon was tried to bribe me with $2 TO FOLLOW HER TO THE BUS STOP!=.=''so lame luh!haha..luckily i nv fall for tat!!wahaha:)OH I WAS SUPER ANGRY LUH!WAITED AT THE BUS STOP FOR SOOOOOOOO LONG JUST FOR A BUS TO COME!!>:(but my mama nv scold me..so tatz GOOD:))..ah well..i'm super tired liao:(wanna sleep soon:X befor i end...i have to SaY........................
LOVE C'DIV '07!JIA YOU!!:):):)

2007-05-26T19:31:00.000+08:00

Today was okay..went for trng in the morning at 9 i thought i was going to be late as the bus was like super slow luh!!>:(but in the end i reached at 8 .56:)if i remembered correctly..yup then went for ttn at 12 plus..bathed in school first cus i smelled like shit:(the water was freezing luh:((i ate my lunch in the ttn center cus i was super super hungry:(i felt very tired after everything...went home and slept for like 2 hrs..i could not take it..my head was spinning..maybe i was super exhausted:(((not enough rest this few days..lots of problems and worries:((

tag replies
janine:hello!!
cheryl.T:yep!u c i'm so special:)i got the same b'dae as SOMEONE!:):)haha..
nat.A:hello!!HE partner:))haha..u finally found my blog:Xhaha:)but thanks anyway:)
khoon ting:thanks:):)for all the help:)and everything:)
cheryl.N:hello:)thanks!my picture is clearer:)
ze shan:yep!thanks:)hope ur okay too:)dun worry too much!oh!link me too:)
yao:hello!link me on ur blog k?hehe:)take care!luv ya!:)

Everything is in a mess and everyone is sad and confused:((
There were misunderstandings and everyone just kept it to themselves:((
i feel useless and i also owe everyone an apology for all the mistakes i made..
i dun show how i feel because i am scared so i decided to just kept it...
i cannot change anything without everyone's help:(
i hope things would change for the better:((
but all i can say sincerly...i am sorry

2007-05-26T18:18:00.000+08:00

ALL THE PICTURES:)ON MY B"DAE!!YEAH!
cheryl:)and meee:)
all of us going crazy:)))
janine , me ,nat.c and lynn:)
me and chelsea:)
netballers and me:)
my birthday cake!!YEA!
everyone at my party!!
The 3 "little" piggs:)haha:)
cheryl and me:)
khoon and me:)

2007-05-25T21:18:00.000+08:00

Helloooo!!!haha...this post is supposed to be filled with pictures:(:(but i cannot put in the pics !:(
MY BIRTHDAY PARTY!!!
okie..my brithday party on 22nd of may(tuesday) was VERY SUCCESSFUL!!YEAH!!haha..need to thank you to everyone for comming and KHOONIE AND CHERYL FOR helping me with most of the things!!yeah!haha..everyone arrived at different time..so we just ate and started playing all the games:):)was quite fun..played wacko and a few more other games..oh!!ps.khoon ting shout everyone's name super loud luh..wahaha:)but is was fun!!so sad some of the ppl could not attend cus it was a weekday:(:(but i still sppreciate all ur smses!!!SO A BIG THANKS TO EVERYONE FOR MAKING IT SUCH A WONDERFUL PARTY!!:)yup!after all the playing..time to cut MY cake!!!yeah!!loved it!i almost forgot to make a wish..then everyone reminded me!!!haha..was too excited luh:X

2007-05-21T20:02:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!!!!!EVERYONE!!!!!:):):)

YEAH!!!2morrow i will be celebrating my bitrthday!!haha:)hope it would be super fun and stuff:):)ah well...2dae trng was..okay:)i guess..ran 2 rounds for warm up and 10 round of the overtaking thingy!!:)tired liao..played 5 on 5 with the seniors:)but then my 3 fingers tat were sprained not recovered yet:(and tat sux:(cannot shoot properly lor...sigh..nvm bout tat!i am gonna blow lots and lots of balloons 2morrow for the party:):)haha!!All my relatives comming!!including my cute cute little cousins!!:)And all my goooooood friends:)

Oh my mum ordered like so much food so now i have to invite more ppl to come and eat!!MAKE SURE EVERONE FINISHES THE FOOD!!!WAAHAHAH:)oops!i sound so evil..more like a torture chamer instead of a party:)haha:)but nvm..need to call lots of ppl to ask them abt 2morrow:)i feel so restless liao:(i wana sleep soooon..but is super early:)hehe:)okay tatz all for todae:)

special thanks to friends who helped out planning my b'dae party:)

wad others sae or talk abt us ...I DON"T CARE
wad matters most is that I BELIEVE in myself..
and everyone else should too..(:

C'div jia you!!!we must trng reli reli hard!!
we don't need to be THE BEST!
Everyone just need to be THEIR BEST!:)
(if u understand..good for u !)(:(:(:

2007-05-19T21:08:00.000+08:00

hello!!oh my!i just got a new blog:):)yeah!!!haha:)2dae's open house was okay but not as fun as last year:(haha:)my fingers is so so painful:(i sprained 3 of them:(sux luh:(played like almost the whole dae!i kept on sweatting!ewww!!so gross...haha...spend like 15 dollars:(buying all the stuff...haha:) also saw some of the seniors getting dunked!wahahah:Pbut i think everyone was like running to the dunking thing when mrs tang came!haha!super funny!!nazi and me walked around the sch..and got our hair sprayed!!!hahaha!it was super fun and went to look for free food at the HE room!haha!!ended the day with all the cleaning and packing of stuff...tired and sleepy:(

i feel so dissapointed in some ppl:(
they seem so nice infront of us but speaks about us behind our backs:(
i hope for a day when they realise wad they have done....i hope..
i don't feel angry but simply...sad...

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2007-05-19T20:25:00.001+08:00

hello!